The intended audience is the Mormon crowd, as part of my concern involves the many who seem to follow Trump, no matter what. However, I'm sure this discussion would also appeal to many other conservatively religious people. And as always, I promise a good read for anyone who is following current events.
Before I begin, here are two quick paragraphs about me. I was raised a Democrat, I became a Republican, and recently I changed my registration to Unaffiliated. For more detail, you may skim through this post.
In recent history, I loved George W. Bush. I was okay with Obama, though I thought he was the most divisive president in the past few decades. I loved it when Romney ran for office, and I would have voted for him again if he had run this past time. I consider myself to be a conservative, especially on economic issues. I also believe in protecting religious freedoms and am generally against abortion except in certain situations.
The story I now have to tell starts in 2015, the year that people started taking Trump seriously. Before then, he was nothing but a joke. Jeb Bush was my man. Ted Cruz was a little on the crazy side, but he had some good ideas. Rubio was also nice -- a little on the religious side. I would have been happy with any of these men as president.
In June 2015, Trump made his infamous comments about Mexicans. NBC dropped him and his shows. Practically everyone called him a racist. Most everyone laughed and said, "Well, there goes Trump's political career." Little did they know what was coming.
He quickly gathered a following. People were attracted to his message of changing things in Washington. Draining the swamp, as it would later be known. They were attracted to his humble facade. "Let's drop political correctness and beating around the bush, and let's get down to business. Here's what I'm going to do for you."
Yet, up through December 2015, a majority of people still distrusted Trump and his questionable antics, while at the same time wondering how he became so popular. When he proposed his Muslim ban, most Republican contenders spoke up to condemn the measure -- especially Jeb Bush and Rubio. Most Mormons I knew were aghast at the idea, posting on facebook about how terrible Trump was, and how they would vote for Cruz or some other viable candidate. Even the Church responded with a reminder about religious freedom, including Muslims.
Then the unthinkable happened. Realizing that Trump was the frontrunner, and not wanting to upset their base, all of the Republican candidates (except for Rubio and Bush) got behind Trump and started to find reasons to support his ban. My heart sank. I watched as the Republican Party became an entity that no longer represented my ideals. Of course, I still believe in conservative economic concepts, but I could not count myself among a group that would espouse racist tendencies toward any group, that would support the undoing of what our forefathers established in the Constitution.
That's why I declared myself an independent at the beginning of 2016. The Republican Party was no longer mine to claim.
I then noticed my fellow Mormons begin to stand behind Trump, more and more as it was evident he was going to win the nomination. The reason? Hillary was going to be bad for the nation. Just like me, many Mormons feared that she would help us to lose certain religious freedoms. On at least two occasions, she went as far as to say that churches would need to change their beliefs to be consistent with recent developments. She even said that she would appoint liberal judges to help enforce her ideals.
So, I tried really hard to like Trump, but in the end, I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I couldn't get past the Muslim ban. I couldn't get past his support for religious freedoms for only Christians. I couldn't get past the violent rhetoric at his rallies, ordering people to "take him out," and offering to pay the legal expenses himself. And most of all, I couldn't find any hint that he knew what it would take to be President. Wouldn't it be terrible if he helped to usher in a terrible disaster on his watch out of sheer incompetence?
Yet at the same time, I realized his strengths. The most important trait being his apparent ability of bringing two parties together and working out a great deal beneficial to both sides. That's exactly what our nation needs right now. After all, Trump has been both Democrat and Republican in the past, and he might actually be able to unify the parties. However, before I could vote for him, I needed to see any indication that he was actually going to accomplish this. With week after week of spewing divisive rhetoric, I failed to see even one sign of true leadership. Sure, Trump has done many nice things to people on a personal level, but could he lead with confidence, competence, and with fairness to all?
A vote for Hillary would threaten Christian religious freedoms, and a vote for Trump would threaten Muslims. Either candidate was going to be bad for America, so I felt I had no choice but to turn to third party candidates. Johnson was the most viable choice, and most of his platform points were consistent with my belief system, especially his idea of protecting religious freedoms for everyone (including Muslims, atheists, gay people, etc.) I believe that he was intelligent, possibly more than Clinton and Trump put together. But he had a terrible stage presence and succeeded in making himself look like an idiot.
In August 2016, shortly after Trump secured the Republican nomination, a miracle occurred. Evan McMullin threw his hat in the ring, seeing that the last chance to stop Trump had past. McMullin called for the formation of a new alternative party that espoused conservative principles, but eschewed racism of all kinds. This would have been the very party I was looking for!
And I wasn't the only excited one.
In October, when the Trump tapes came out, McMullin's support surged. It began to appear that he had a real chance to win Utah. If McMullin were a viable choice in the backwards state of North Carolina, I would have voted for him, myself. Either way, I had hope that my Mormon peeps would stand up in protest.
But then Trump supporters became vicious toward Evan. Some Mormons in good standing went as far as to call him a devil. Why? Because they believed, incorrectly, that a McMullin win in Utah could give the presidency to Hillary (which in reality would have been mathematically very unlikely to occur). So many Mormon that weren't so vicious went to facebook to explain why they were voting for Trump anyway. "God doesn't need to send a perfect man to lead our country. We need to vote in such a way that will help preserve our religious freedoms the best we can. Trump is who God is sending to accomplish what clean-cut Romney failed to do. A vote for anyone other than Trump is a vote for Hillary, and she will destroy our freedoms."
At the time, practically everyone knew Hillary was going to win. That's what I think ultimately happened. Hillary voters became complacent and stayed home that day, while Trump's base were energized. Trump won!
I ended up voting for Johnson, because I still had not seen even one sign of Trump being a good leader.
But then something happened early the next morning. Trump gave a very humble acceptance speech. It was the sign I had been looking for. I suddenly had hope that everything might be okay. In the next couple of months, he even reached out to his biggest opponent, Romney, asking him to be our next Secretary of State. Of course, Kellyanne Conway, Gingrich, and others had to sour the whole thing.
Nevertheless, I decided it was worth giving Trump another try. After all, he was going to be our President, whether the Democratic protestors liked it or not. If we are to survive the next four years, our best bet is to try and help Trump be the best President he can be. Otherwise, we're like a plane without its pilot.
You can see here, that I gave Trump a mostly positive prognostication. We will survive the next four years. Trump will be the humble President, and not do all those crazy things he said he was going to do.
While many Mormons and Democrats blasted the Tabernacle Choir for attending the inauguration, I expressed pride for them for being included in such a solemn event that was bigger than petty politics. And even now today, I still believe it was good for them to attend.
For lunch that day, I found a place where I could eat and watch the inauguration. Pence got sworn in. The Choir sang their song. Then it was Trump's turn. He looked a little disinterested, but I couldn't blame him for trying. I watched in silence as he repeated the oath, realizing this was really happening. It was such a cool moment. He was going to be that great leader that would unify the nation, bring back the jobs, and make America great again.
And then ... he opened his mouth.
Not even one sentence in, my hopes were shattered. He opened with one of the biggest slams against the last President, who was sitting right behind him. Of course, Obama had done the same to Bush, but TRUMP WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HUMBLE! You can't give a pompous speech and hope to unify the world. Trump went on, talking about America First. At one point I turned to my Cambodian colleague and said, "It was nice knowing you." Trump continued, talking about unification, though his version seemed to be, "You will all come to me to be unified."
Many of my conservative friends thought that Trump gave the best speech ever, but I was severely disappointed that he missed the perfect opportunity to be humble and reach out to his opponents and then promise to work together.
And his first couple of weeks in office? Let me just come out and say it. Compared to Trump, Obama's divisiveness was nothing. Whatever bad things I had ever said about Obama being a terrible leader -- you can multiply those by ten, and still not even come close to what I have witnessed the last couple of weeks.
Still, I have conservative friends disappointed in my liberal ways, trying to convince me that I'm looking at it the wrong way. Sure, Trump is coarse and not politically correct, but he's getting stuff done, and that's what really matters.
But what exactly is he accomplishing? In my opinion, the wall against Mexico would be very expensive and unnecessary. Sure, our border could use some robustification, and we could enforce some laws that Obama's administration ignored for eight years, but do we really have to build a wall that Mexicans can scale anyway? Or what about the Mexicans who already sneak in through the gate? Will the wall stop them? Plus, is Mexico really our biggest threat? And aren't the deportations in the past week happening even though the wall isn't up yet? In my humble opinion, that money could be better spent elsewhere, such as fighting ISIS or some other real threat.
And this travel ban? Many of you say nothing about the religious test it contains, which I believe effectively makes it equivalent to a Muslim ban, as he promised in his campaign. As the executive order stands now, it includes text that gives preferential treatment to those suffering religious persecution, "provided that religion of the individual is a minority religion in the individual's country of nationality." In other words, in order to have your refugee claim expedited, the gate guard would have to ask what religion you are, and that right there constitutes a religious test, which is against the Establishment Clause in the first amendment. This is exactly why everyone else around the world is up in an uproar.
I am happy to see that this order is being challenged currently by judicial review. Obama, himself, had written a controversial order on immigration, which was then overturned by similar judicial review. Both of these events fall under what the Constitution calls checks and balances.
I am mortified that Trump seriously claims that these judges have no right to challenge him. EVEN THOUGH IT'S IN THE CONSTITUTION IN BLACK AND WHITE. If Trump doesn't understand the Constitution, then what else does he have in store for us over the next four years? No act or piece of legislation short of an amendment can overrule the core checks and balances of the Constitution.
Though I disagreed with many of Obama's orders and policies, this was one area he had down pat. As a Constitutional scholar, he did everything by the book. In my opinion, in two short weeks, Trump has threatened the Constitution more than Obama had in all his eight years combined.
I'm not the only one who sees this. The existence of the religious test is exactly the reason people are protesting. Where were the protests when previous presidents instituted similar travel bans? Why didn't the judges stop those orders? Because every single one of those previous orders lacked a religious test. None of them were against the Establishment Clause in the first amendment.
Of course, I realize that Trump is privy to certain information we will never learn. He may have real reasons to institute such a ban. Perhaps ISIS is stepping things up since Trump is now in office. I don't mind Trump taking measures to help secure our safety. Let him beef up the vetting process. Let him even provide a list of countries. He just has to follow the rules. Remove the religious test entirely. It's not needed. Consult with the experts and come up with another order that is more compatible with the Constitution. If Trump takes this course immediately, he could have a new order up and running a lot faster than his current course of fighting this bad order in court ... as he's going to lose ... yugely. There's just no way around the religious test.
As the order stands now, I actually feel less safe. I feel that Trump has put a big red target on our country. He's ringing that dinner bell, yelling, "Come and get it!" He's pushing away allies who have been helping us in the fight against ISIS.
On top of this, Trump and his staff are deluging us with "alternative facts" and distractions. For example, he called the Reuters' Obama vs. Trump inauguration picture a fake, even though it's been proven to be real. You can see my own analysis, comparing that picture to the awesome CNN gigapixel picture here.
He blames the press of kindling worldwide protests, not seeming to understand that they are protesting on principle, and not because they are told to do so. I have never seen a sitting president exhibit so many signs of insecurity. If we gave him a blanket, would that help him get back to work?
Yet, even now, I still have hope for Trump. Perhaps after he learns the Civics 101 lesson that will be handed to him, he will finally become that humble president I've been hoping for. Then perhaps he will turn to unifying our country, and everything will turn out okay. If this happens, I would be pleasantly surprised.
But for now, my time for giving Trump a chance has passed. I am under no obligation to unilaterally stand behind our President in blind faith. I am disappointed to see the beginnings of my original fears materialize, and more and more, I fear a disaster will befall us in the next four years.
It is now Trump's turn to show humility and true leadership in order to win back my trust. I want to tell him: Stop trying to prove you won. Stop wasting effort going after SNL and other entertainers. Don't listen to Kellyanne -- she's bad news. Reread the Constitution and stop inadvertently destroying it. Stop broadcasting your own insecurities. Be the bigger man and stop trying to one-up your opponents. Step up to the challenge that lies before you. Show the Democrats they matter as much as the conservatives. Win back the Never-Trumpers. Show us what you can really do.
I realize that as a white, Christian, straight, upper-middle-class worker, I have much to gain personally from Trump's success. I will probably benefit from some nice tax cuts. My Christian religious freedoms will become strengthened. A stronger economy will translate into some nice raises and bonuses for me.
Thus, I can see why many of you aren't worried.
But what good is all of this if it comes at the price of punishing several groups of minorities? I don't want to live off of the backs of the rest of the world. I don't want to see good people and talent leave our country. I don't want to see any repeat at any level of events that have occurred in the past in other countries concerning the treatment of minorities. Aren't we better than this?
So, this is where I stand. I have a rule irrevocably decreed that inasmuch as Trump (or any other president) will stay true to the Constitution and govern with righteous principles, he will have my support, and I will convince others to support him as well. Inasmuch as Trump (or other) defies the Constitution, spews "alternative facts," or otherwise puts our country at irreparable harm, he will have my protest, and if it gets bad enough, even my calls for his removal.
Finally, I turn to you, my fellow Mormons. Where do you stand? If you continue to support Trump, I will understand and will not condemn you, as I can see why you like the guy. Though, I predict that one of two outcomes will occur in the next four years.
#1) I will eventually come to the same place as other Trump supporters, praising his accomplishments, OR
#2) Many good Mormons who turned to Trump will eventually come to where I am now and question why they ever liked the guy, most likely experiencing some level of sorrow for positions they may have supported in the past.
In conclusion, I'd like to ask you to consider the follow questions and decide for yourselves:
If Trump were to institute an actual Muslim ban, would you be in support of it?
Do you believe in religious freedoms? I'd like to invite to try my test to see how far this belief goes.
Do you see now the questionable text, the religious test, in the current Order, and do you believe it makes it equivalent to a Muslim ban?
Would you be okay with a similar ban (or vetting system) minus the religious test? For example, giving preference to refugees fleeing religious persecutions regardless of whatever religion they belong to?
Would you seek to confirm all political claims, whether from conservatives or liberals, with other reliable independent sources?
Think back to late 2015 when you didn't want to vote for Trump, for fear of what he might do, and look at what Trump is doing now. Is he doing the things that you once feared he might do?
If Trump gets bad enough, would you be willing to go so far as to call for his removal?
Would you be open to joining a new party, ala McMullin, that would espouse conservative ideals minus the racism and xenophobia?
Would you seek to understand why people like me are still concerned about Trump, and understand that we have prayed as much as you have? Would you refrain from calling us lost ... or even worse ... liberals?
I wish you all the best, and may God help us all as we process all this conflicting information. In the coming years, we Mormons could very well play a large role in what is to come, and we should all do our best to prepare ourselves, and not do anything that would hinder our future potential to contribute.
I'd love to hear your thoughts and your stories, so I open this up for discussion. Where do you stand?
